Unpremeditated

Dear future love,      I know you're out there somewhere. There's a little chance that we might have met before so I'm quite positive we are yet to meet each other. Future love, I would like to apologize. I'm sorry that when we finally meet, I won't be able to give you my heart whole. I've let other people break it quite a number of times now. I have made mistakes and got quite the hang of falling in love with the wrong people. They broke me and I gave them a part of myself as they do so. I'll never be able to get those back. I've stumbled, fell and crashed on my way to you.      Future love, please know that I'm still looking and waiting for you. I'm praying that on the day that our paths cross, you'll accept me on this state. That you'll love me despite my mistakes and understand that though I got my heart in pieces, I'll still give you every bit of it.      Future love, I won't be asking much.I just want to be loved ba